Meloncholy You're So Cute Testo

I've been noticing there's been nothing but smiles
And it's opened up my mind to all the thoughts that I've repressed
I feel like I'm empty 'cause I'm happy
And it's almost half a year since I've been stressed

I haven't been reckless lately
The world is spinning all around me, as I sit still here
Laziness, like gravity makes it pointless to accomplish things
Now it's getting hard to stand when my life is perfect sitting
Content is dulling down
I want excitement
I'll live on impulse now
New feelings frighten
I wanna be brave
Is being reckless the same?

There are some people who feel sadness
After getting what they want, like there is something out there better
One I'm thinking of where I can't read your journal
You're alone when someone's with you, you're a tear gland that won't quit

Well I tried to 'help' you others have too
Even the perfect boy; you're still confused
I'm happy he's trying maybe that's what I'm missing
I have no ambition, any goals, maybe girls'll get me through this

Content is dulling down
I need excitement
I'll live on impulse now New feelings frighten
I wanna be brave
Is being reckless the same?

I've been way too happy lately I don't take it for granted
Sometimes being sad just makes life more exciting
I've been way too empty lately I just want some feeling
Sometimes being sad just makes life more fufilling