Dear Diameter Testo

I'll try to find a way to fight away the day

If I could just stay in this time for as long as I wanted
I'll cement the things that need to be cemented
Taking too long to solidify
And I don't mind, if my beautiful sculpture crumbles

I'll try to find a way to fight away the day

If I could just stay in this time for as long as I needed I'll replace the missing parts with brand new pieces
I don't care how much it costs
I'd rather spend a million bucks than keep it 'till I'm dead

I'm growing closer to closure, at a quarter of my life
I'm in a classroom still, auto-piloting through time
And when my pilot takes me over the atlantic sea
I'll have no control over the next twelve days
That makes me so afraid
I'll miss my chance while I'm away
It makes me so goddamn afraid
I always worry

So do you think it's about time I explode
Into a million pieces
Each shrapnel can be friends with everyone I know
But my body needs structure
And maybe I just don't want to blow up
I mean, why be exposed when I'm happy enclosed
With a few good friends who make me feel at home And maybe more than a friend on the telephone
I'll stay up all night if I have to
It's already well worth the lack of sleep