Best Friend - Interlude Testo

Nowadays, I don't even miss you
Say it to myself, out loud, 'till it feels true
Ego's bruised and I'm tryna heal the wounds
With a girl I can pursue, I'm not sure what else to do, but
See once upon a time there was this girl and
All I wanted was for her to be my girlfriend
I talked to her all the time, really thought she could be mine
But she just left me behind, like I was worthless
I really had no one, that's not an exaggeration
And it's been like that for a really long duration So for you to gain my trust and then straight up ignore me
You had to bе little fucking bitch so here's thе story, see
I was depressed for like six months straight
Stepped on a scale and lost like six pounds weight
Still don't know what it really was with you
But just being around you, it made me feel good
But you left me so fucking confused
We went eating togheter and talking whenever
Even asked asked for you to come to me and after
All I did for you, you just left me forever
And left me in a pit that I couldn't get out of
Realised I didn't know a thing about love
After crying and then counting all my losses
I saw hurting myself as the only option
But I didn't do it, because of you
All the pain and all the crying, you pulled me through
If I didn't have you, I wouldn't know what to do
And it would be really funny if just none of it was true
See, half a year later, I found something out
Went on your computer and looked at your cloud Saw pictures of that girl with her titties out
I wanted to scream but it wasn't aloud
I don't know, I just went back to gaming
Never thought my best friend could just betray me
You filthy little asshole, you're the reason I'm depressed
Wanna punch you in your fucking face or stab you in the chest
Now I'm not gonna say names but you should know who you are
At the moment I could kill but I just said goodbye
'Cause the friendship was over, you stole my fucking chick
And never even told me 'bout it dude you're such a fucking dick
And what's even worse, you denied it, you even tried to fight it
Saying that she sended it to you and you declined it
But I fucking knew what you were hiding
You're not that good at lying
Six years of friendship just flushed down the drain
Man, I cried so damn much it could've been rain
When thinking bout exes, I think you're the same
'Cause out of all my girlfriends you caused the most pain
We had a talk in the park, tried to explain it on the spot
You tried to say you're sorry, but I wanna be apart
Only person I could trust, for him I would risk my life
But he was overrrun by lust, in my back he put a knife
Starting noticing at school, everybody knew the story
And they hated him now too, even though he said he's sorry
But he did that way too much and now I don't even worry
Even thought that it was cool that there were people in there for me
But then I saw him become depressed, failing every test
Started feeling sorry he was hated by the rest
Saw that he tried to make it right, he really did his best
And when I looked into his eyes, I saw that he was messed
Up about losing me
Just as I was but I wouldn't admit
It would take a lot of strength for me to forgive
But I did
And I never should've
Next thing I know, man, I think I just forgot
Maybe I was fucking sad and he's the only one I got
A little later he hooked up with the same girl again
I called him a lot of words but not one of 'em is friend
People like that prey on the weak, 'cause they are snakes
They don't care you care about them, they'll do whatever it takes
I cut him off and now I'm happy, my best friend is now my bae
Heard he cheated on his new girl, I guess people never change