Lonely After Testo

I was embarrassed when I knew who I was
So I went zealous and overly down with the cause
I'm sliding under and diving back into clouds
We went running, you were leaning on
The last of your hope and I knew it wouldn't last as long
Think about it, I think about it in time

I know that you say I'm just another one
I will pretend you're the best
See what you want me to see Whenever we're going to be
And now I fall through your ceiling like I'm the only one
Always the hardest to text

So why'd you wanna make me lonely after?
Wouldn't try to break what's holding you back
We were on the hook to save or sinking
Back when you liked that
And don't you wanna save your breath for night time?
Show me that your touch has come around
I know that you've been full of anguish lately
Yeah, we were let down

I called your brother
He said we're serving him soon
Broke down the door to reclaim a small part of his youth
Yeah, you can hate me if it helps you get back
Another moment of impossible doubt
I wanted quiet but everything is just so loud
Memories fading, they're fading away
Can't play the game, no, I'm living like I want
Taking it all on the chest
Tell me I'm not on my knees
I'm down in the weather beneath
And you're a sight to be seen and I'm falling undone
It's getting harder to sleep

So why'd you wanna make me lonely after?
Wouldn't try to break what's holding you back
We were on the hook to save or sinking
Back when you liked that
And don't you wanna save your breath for night time?
Show me that your touch has come around
I know that you've been full of anguish lately
Yeah, we were let down

It don't work
When we're on the phone
We can [?]
It's taking off, I'll take it on for you