Not What I Expected Testo

I've got a vision in my head
of how it should be
and I wonder if that's how it will
work out
when I sit down will I be smiling
a grin on my face
or will I just want her to
get out of my head and my mind

**that's how it goes sometimes I think it will be so right
and then she shows
and it's all wrong

I feel her hand touch on my arm
and my skin grows cold
how can this be
why's it so fake
and why's it so false
how should I tell her she should go
cause it's all my fault
I let my heart get ahead of my mind
and everything else