Creeps Testo

how can i explain myself?
when i feel
so far away from me
what i want
is only someone else
what i left is
good and worthy

without it
its not worthy i'd leave tonight
i wasn't so afraid to be
without her
but i can't stay in this town
and feel so alone
without it

this can't go on
forever
already then
*it glued (it goes?)
the weather has broken
*the instructions have started (--> not sure it meant this: again things has started)
and this time
i'm doomed
i can't wait
to see the sun light

i'll
i'll leave tonight if i wasn't so afraid
to be
with out her
but i can't stay in this town
and feel so alone
without him

*the draw left
in this class
and will remember
i have to roll
even if it meant
i have nothing left i need
something
to let go

and i still live
to live
and feel alive

i want to live
and feel alive
i want to live
and feel alive
i want to live
and feel alive

this can't go on forever
or any where else
the water has broken
*contractions/contraption and *study
this time i will do what i can once again
^can't make this last verse out