Run Towards The Monster Testo

Hello despair, my oldest friend
Like a fortress
Won't let the light in

Where every kind word feels like a lie
They're gonna find me out
And see I'm terrified

Stupid popstar
They never loved you anyways You're so pathetic
Obsessing 'bout what they'll say

Run towards the monster
Hey
They never loved you anyways
Monster
Hey
But what are they gonna say
It's eating at me again I'm in the grips
I'm going under
I've been here before
I swear I killed this part of me, this monster

Where have you been, my happiness?
It's been too long
You up and ghosted

What was I saying again?
Nevermind
It's unimportant anyways

Stupid popstar
They're gonna eat you alive
You'll never make it
Why do you even try?

Run towards the monster
Hey
They never loved you anyways
Monster
Hey
But what are they gonna say
It's eating at me again I'm in the grips
I'm going under
I've been here before
I swear I killed this part of me, this monster

Stupid popstar
You're not good enough
Basic dumb bitch
I mean what the fuck?
Stupid popstar
I mean what the fuck?