The Cold War Testo

Say it all with an ease
Like you don't think it means nothing to me
Like I'm not a creature
Who dwells on the cuts
Who pulls them back open
Just to fill em' all up

With concrete
Sink in slow
We're drunk in Siena Not that you'd ever know
Cold war
It's just me
And the harsh light of day
Feels like its commin' to take me again

All your words were too sweet
So the chess pieces fell at your feet
And I scraped all my skin on the rough bricks at home
To hide all the evidence
So they'd never know
What I was
What I knew
You were down in the dumps
Clutchin' footholds and lumps
The cold war sways in time
She builds and she falls
On the slay tiled holes again

I am filled with regret Decisions were made that I didn't even get
And ya told me you loved me
We rehearsed all the way
Said I had some choices
You can kill me or stay
So I caved
Saved the day
Manipulated into someone
That I hate today
The cold war
Was just me
Deployed until now that I've come to claim me again

Push up on me
Make me guilty
Make me feel like I pushed the knife
Thought I buried
Thought I covered
Now you're on me like the back on a hyde
Push up on me
Make me guilty
Make me feel like I pushed the knife
Thought I buried
Thought I covered
Now you're on me like the back on a hyde

And I'm
And I, watching from my satellites
And I, can see you changing in you're alright
You're alright

Push up on me
Make me guilty
Make me feel like I pushed the knife
Thought I buried
Thought I covered
Now you're on me like the back on a hyde

And I, watching from my satellites
And I, can see you changing, and you're alright