To Myself Testo

Writing these words to myself
So I don't forget how fucked up
Writing these words to myself
So I don't forget how fucked up everything has become

Trying and trying but the desperation wont leave me
Hunting lost dreams is the only game I can play today PLAY TODAY!!!

I will try not to lose
But I cant promise anything I will try not to lose
But I cant promise anything ANYMORE!!!

All those sleepless nights I've been wandering through my mind
I hoped to find something that means more to me
Than the face in the mirror I can't identify

Is this really me I ask
What has become of me

A fading picture is the only thing left
Live has drowned me
Where is
A fading picture is the only thing left
Live has drowned me
Where is all the energy I once had

Can I regain this energy
Or is this all a downward spiral
Or is this all a downward spiral