New Years Testo

When's it gonna change?
What's the point in making this when they just stay the same?
Writing things I've wrote before
Said that I would quit
But I don't think I'm sticking to it

My new year's resolution was a weak one
Forgot that shit by Feb
I was gonna get shit done
But I had new shit in my head It came 'round to March and
I was down and depressed
It was too much for a minute
Was not living at my best
I just stayed in bed for days and
Showers came in April
Feeling like a fool now
I'm not looking forward
But when it gets warmer
Gon' feel a little better
I may, now it's May

Oh my god, my birthday coming up
I’m turning 25
I hope I see 25 more years alive
I wanna feel the best that I can feel
And make the most of life
But May came’ round so fast
I can’t believe five months went by