I Am Testo

sometimes i don´t know what life means to me everything seems unreal and dark might be a dream, might be a game is it possible that it´s both? all the shit that i receive makes me happy, but not glad i am scared of the fear that I feel MY LIFE IS SOMETHING YOU´LL NEVER KNOW, BECAUSE THERE`S NOTHING LEFT TO SHOW [FUCK YOU THERE´S NOTHING I MIGHT SHOW] EVERYBODY (HAS) GOT HIS SECRETS TO KEEP IF U WANNA KNOW THEM THERE ARE MASSES TO DEFEAT moving through darkness isn´t easy, but i did it my whole life and finally i survived never needed anybody, never needed anything i lived my own life, never served you with lies always tried to do the right, the law aws my best friend i didn´t drink, i didn´t smoke, i´ve never pictured my own god MY LIFE IS SOMETHING YOU´LL NEVER KNOW, BECAUSE THERE`S NOTHING LEFT TO SHOW[FUCK YOU THERE´S NOTHING I MIGHT SHOW] EVERYBODY (HAS) GOT HIS SECRETS TO KEEP IF U WANNA KNOW THEM THERE ARE MASSES TO DEFEAT