My Intentions Testo

i'm trying to mold this into something that works
i've been tearing down these walls i once stood with
these hands are calloused from failure
attempts of construction that never end
this assembly line can't move any faster
the steady course we've had is nearing it's decline
unless we pick up production
i never wanted more than to be satisfied
am i capable?
this feels so far away so far that forever seems closer
it's too late i'm sorry don't believe the stories
i can't control what is said
i'm here now
for what it's worth
i'm hurt and honest
explanations feel useless
and i can remember the bliss of ignorance
no need to compromise heart and mind
i'm spoiled by the opposition
forced to face this endeavor
will i succeed in managing the impossible?
someone help me out i'm miserable
believe this if nothing else
i'm true to my word