Intoxicated Testo

I tried so hard to forget The pictures in my head Empty arms, empty bed Empty heart, a fucked up head You were the enemy I swallowed The only thing that I could do A life is what I borrowed I thought it would be something new You rammed your claws into my head So you could see the blood flow I nearly thought that I was dead You gave me hate, let it grow You were my XTC I dreamed that I fall in love Pain is what you brought Empty soul, fucked up thoughts You were the enemy I swallowed The only thing that I could do A life is what I borrowed I thought it would be something new Let me be intoxicated Wanna be far away from this world See the monster you've created Why did you kill me, tell me girl You were my LSD You put me up and I fell down Down into a black hole A hole that I can't get out