What's Up? Testo

You
You've got a lot on your plate this week
A lot of promises you couldn't keep
And that's just fine

I'm
Just trying not to lose my shit this time
Avoiding everything and saying I'm fine
And we're out of sync
And I'm
Not sure why nothing makes me feel like getting out of bed
And I'm not sure what's going wrong inside my head

I've honestly never felt this lousy in my life before
It makes no sense to me, I should be happy
Should be thankful for
The friends I have around me
The support of my fractured family
But still I'm just pretending that I'm fine
When I'm feeling lousy all the time

I'm such a fuck
I'm such a fucking piece of shit
And you hate me for it

We
Just haven't really been on the same page
Crossing our wires, oversensitive to everything you say to me
But I
I think that I'm so self-aware, but I just overthink
But still I never realize how much it's been affecting

I've honestly never felt this lousy in my life before
It makes no sense to me, I should be happy
Should be thankful for
The friends I have around me
The support of my fractured family
But still I'm just pretending that I'm fine
When I'm feeling lousy all the time
I'm feeling lousy all the time