My Name Is Golden Testo

I thought the hard times were well over now.
Brighter days would come and stay.
I guess I'm just not that lucky somehow,
cause you are standing in my way.
No matter how well I do,
I know I'll never be good enough for you.

[Chorus:]
You'd love to watch me breakdown.
You'd love to watch me go insane. You'd love to watch me breakdown.
I am a fool and I remain the same.

My name is golden, but you call me pale.
Your heart will never let me in.
I know you curse, but smile inside when I fail.
Your jealousy is kept within.
No matter how good I play,
you only focus on the blunders I say.

Yeah, I remain the same.
You hate me cause I'm strange,
but I remain the same and I will not change.