Exhausted Testo

Half my friends are wankers
Spending weekends on their drug problems
The other half are bankers
Spending pensions so no one trusts them
I spend half my life on dating apps searching for validation

Hotel rooms alone avoiding feeling via masturbation
Wake up every day and check my face, I just look sadder
It’s a never ending race to get up on the housing ladder
And I haven’t seen my sister now for months it’s quite depressing Inherit harmful traits ‘cause my dad cannot show affection

I’m watching both my parents getting old
But I still need them
God knows where I would be without my mum’s shoulder to lean on
And I really miss my childhood, wish that somebody had told me
These moments come once and then they’re gone

I know that it won’t always be like this
No it won’t always be like this
It won’t always be like this
No it won’t always be like this

And honestly I’m feeling like this industry has changed me
I can’t voice half of the thoughts that have been in my head lately
They tie me up in contracts so they think that they have got me
Someone somewhere’s getting richer
All I know is it’s not me

And they will not let me drop this song I’m saying all the wrong things
But I’ll put it out on Soundcloud if they fucking try and stop me
And I will not be quiet until I get my arena tour
Then I’ll smile for fourteen minutes, go home then I’ll cry some more

I’m twenty two, I’m also nowhere near where I had hoped I’d be
My friends are on an exodus because none of them can cope with me
I know myself I’m absolutely exhausting to be around
I’ll promise you the world
Then when you call I’ll always let you down

But it won’t always be like this
No it won’t always be like this
No it won’t always be like this
It won’t always be like this
No it won’t always be like this
No it won’t always be like this
Oh it won’t always be like this
No it won’t always be like this

All my friends are wankers, so am I
I still love them
My dad can’t show affection but it’s fine
I still hug him
I’ll be twenty eight and the same as when I was seventeen
Nothing gets better or gets worse, you just feel everything

But it won’t always be like this
No it won’t always be like this
It won’t always be like this
No it won’t always be like this
Oh it won’t always be like this
No it won’t always be like this
It won’t always be like this
No it won’t always be like this