Cellar Door Testo

I spend days thinking 'bout how
A way to wait to dying quiet
I shouldn't have existed
And you don't deserve to live this
I could set myself on fire
You would be my last desire
I am a time bomb I can't fight it
I need you, my mind's collapsing

Closed a cellar door I was born with adrenaline in my blood
Closed a cellar door
But come with me
I'm afraid to be alone

I'm living quietly bleeding in this feelings
Empty, screaming through the night
An obscene sight, a war to fight to find a light
With a razor I write thoughts on my wrists
All this scars are the fears I live
And my skin is a book to read
What disease is this?
Live or exist, die or resist
I'm the victim and they're the beasts
And I can't win
This is the end and I'm finally free
I got mad
Or maybe I was born mad
So watch your mind, friend
Or you'll come with me in hell
Closed a cellar door
I was born with adrenaline in my blood
Closed a cellar door
But come with me
I'm afraid to be alone

My mind is hypnotized
I'm looking at this knife
I don't wanna die
I don't wanna come to the other side of my hands
Cover my skin
I should have taken my pills
I should have tried to heal
I should have been born to live
I never believe and be free
I can feel the breath of the death
I can feel to strengthens, I can feel this voice
I can feel this sound, nothing can sound to be dead
I'm not here no more
I can't feel the high, I can't feel the blood
I can't feel the knife, I can't feel the pain
Don't you think that today's a good day to return to your grave?
There's a voice inside my head
It says you must obey me
There's a ghost inside my soul
It says you must live with this
There's a shadow in front of me
It says you must do this
There's a pain inside my chest
It just must live here

Closed a cellar door
I was born with adrenaline in my blood
Closed a cellar door
But come with me
I'm afraid to die alone