Nothing There Testo

Id rather cut my fucking wrists
than live another day like this
i look ahead to see whats there
more lies decieit no one that cares
rotting from the outside in
nothing inside
nothing there
no answers none for me to find
disgust/hatred leave me blind
too many backs turned on me what the fuck is left for me
misery
what can i do
where the fuck can i go
trapped inside this hell thats now my home
dont look at me
and search for sympathy
you know isnt there
cuz you dont care
no one fucking cares
i dont belong anywhere i dont deserve anything
and i dont fucking care
too many backs turned on me
whats left for me
just more
misery