But It Ruins Me Testo

I'm afraid of the way I need you
And the way you're using me
Is wearing me down
I wait for things to happen
But they don't except the sadness
I should know by now

For him I'm not enough
Our rituals ain't sad enough
They're leading me on But it ruins me
But it ain't bad enough
I guess I'm never sad enough
And he won't ever know
But it ruins me

Oh no, but it ruins me
Oh no, but it ruins me
Oh no, oh no, but it ruins me
Oh no, but it ruins me
Oh no, but it ruins me
Oh no, oh no

He got a heart so cold
And misteries unfold
It ruins me so well
He loves me as a number
He calls and I go under
Should send him to hell
For him I'm not enough
I guess I'm never sad enough
They're leading me on
But it ruins me
For him I'm not enough
I guess I'm never sad enough
And he won't ever know
But it ruins me

Oh no, but it ruins me
Oh no, but it ruins me
Oh no, oh no, but it ruins me
Oh no, but it ruins me
Oh no, but it ruins me
Oh no, oh no

We've come so far and gone nowhere
We've come so far and gone nowhere
We've come so far and gone nowhere
We've come so far and gone nowhere
We've come so far and gone nowhere
We've come so far and gone nowhere

For him I'm not enough
Our rituals ain't sad enough
They're leading me on
But it ruins me
But it ain't bad enough
I guess I'm never sad enough
And he won't ever know
But it ruins me

Oh no, but it ruins me
Oh no, but it ruins me
Oh no, oh no, but it ruins me
Oh no, but it ruins me
Oh no, but it ruins me
Oh no, oh no

For him I'm not enough
Our rituals ain't sad enough
They're leading me on
But it ruins me
But it ain't bad enough
I guess I'm never sad enough
And he won't ever know
But it ruins me

Oh no, but it ruins me
Oh no, but it ruins me
Oh no, oh no, but it ruins me
Oh no, but it ruins me
Oh no, but it ruins me
Oh no, oh no

We've come so far and gone nowhere
We've come so far and gone nowhere
We've come so far and gone nowhere
We've come so far and gone nowhere
We've come so far and gone nowhere
We've come so far