Stressin' Testo

Feelin' like a spectator watching my own life pass
People tearin' at my heart like a triple bypass
Wish my shit was half-empty, there ain't shit in my glass
Tryin' to be grateful every day for what I have
Really need a sign, God, please can you send me one?
Think I lost myself givin' pieces out to everyone
Evil chasin' after me, but you know I never run
There's a lot of people that make me wanna go get the gun
Then I see my cousin face, never saw another day
Wish all the stress I been havin' would go the fuck away Ion wanna die, but I wish I could sleep forever
Least me and my loved ones who passed away would be together

Stressing 'cause there's so much hate
Get the fuck out of my brain
Got way too much on my plate
It's stressin' me out now
Stressing 'cause there's so much hate
Get the fuck out of my brain
Got way too much on my plate
It's stressin' me out now

All the bullshit have been stressin' me out
Sometimes it make me wish I took a simpler route
Lately, I've been in my head just beginnin' to doubt
It's like my brain is a prison that I'm livin' in now
I guess that I should get used to it
I think that I'm losin' it
Problems, got a lot, always tryna find out the root of it
I think it's a lost hope, starin' at a crossroads Hangin' onto my soul, I won't sell it for a cost, no
Alligator on my shirt, don't care what it Lacoste, though
Drownin' in this damn world, someone please toss rope
Hopefully, I use it right, lately, I've been losin' sight
Makin' big decisions, and I'm prayin' that I'm choosin' right
Attacked with anxiety, feel it deep inside of me
I assume you want something second you say hi to me
I got used to everyone around me tellin' lies to me
I could see through your disguise, it is not surprisin' me

Stressing 'cause there's so much hate
Get the fuck out of my brain
Got way too much on my plate
It's stressin' me out now
Stressing 'cause there's so much hate
Get the fuck out of my brain
Got way too much on my plate
It's stressin' me out now

These dark clouds follow me
Sick of your apologies
Every single time I think about you, it just bother me
Wish it could change, this the way that it's gotta be
This the way that it gotta be
Got here all up on my own, Ion need you
I sleep well knowin' that I'll never be you
I was the only one that cared, now you'll never see me there
You gon' really miss how I treat you

Stressing 'cause there's so much hate
Get the fuck out of my brain
Got way too much on my plate
It's stressin' me out now
Stressing 'cause there's so much hate
Get the fuck out of my brain
Got way too much on my plate
It's stressin' me out now

Stressin' me out now
Stressin' me out now