Camden Testo

I never said but know that I
Can't picture anything past twenty-five
Not like I care to know the time and
Not like I'm lookin' for that silence
Soft, act innocent 'til I'm borderline
I'll do whatever helps to sleep at night
Until I'm feelin' like an island
Until I'm strong enough to hide it
What was I thinkin' lookin' for a sign?
As if I've ever seen the stars align Somebody take over the drive and
Somebody notice how I'm tryin'

Somebody notice how I'm tryin'

When I'm talkin' that lie on him
All of it tied on him
Callin', it fall on him
Callin', it fall on him
Talkin' that lie on him
All of it tied on him
Callin', it fall on him
Callin', it fall on him

How dare you call me when you're in your head?
Like when you're merely keepin' sign of it
I only talk into the mirror
I'm only scared of gettin' bigger
At least I'll never turn to cigarettes
My brother shielded me from all of that He said that smokin' was a killer
He said he knows that I've been bitter
Maybe I'm waitin' for the gold hat
The validation that I never got
Most of the game is unfamilliar
Most of the girls are gettin' thinner

When I'm talkin' that lie on him
All of it tied on him
Callin', it fall on him
Callin', it fall on him
Talkin' that lie on him
All of it tied on him
Callin', it fall on him
Callin', it fall on him

Hole in me, a wound to close
But I leave the whole thing open
I just wanted you to know, I was never good at copin'
Hole in me, a wound to close
But I leave the whole thing open
I just wanted you to know, I was never good at copin'
Hole in me, a wound to close
But I leave the whole thing open
I just wanted you to know, I was never good at copin'
Hole in me, a wound to close
But I leave the whole thing open
I just wanted you to know, I was never good at copin'

I never said but know that I
Can't picture anything past twenty-five
Not like I care to know the time and
Not like I'm lookin' for that silence
I never said it but I know that I
I bury baggage 'til it's out of sight
I think it's better if I hide it
I really hope that I'll survive this