The Drug (part 1) Testo

7 a.m. and i'm walking again
Back to bury myself in the snow
With a part of me gone
And it's hard to hold on
To the person that i used to know

And it kills me inside
I am barely alive
I am nothing but flesh over bone
But i can't think about it I'm not gonna change
I am better off being alone
Better off being alone

The drug, the drug is what understands me
Silenced are the voices in my head
Drink myself to death on cocaine candy
21 gun salute when they find me dead
When they find me dead

In the back of the house
With a gun in my mouth
And a mirror in front of my face
I have looked for a reason
Just one simple reason
For why i am worth being saved

But I'll never get out
So I put the gun down
It's a slow suicide that I choose So i give in again
I sit down and breathe in
I don't care about what i will lose
What i will lose

The drug, the drug is what understands me
Silenced are the voices in my head
Drink myself to death on cocaine candy
21 gun salute when they find me dead
When they find me dead

I feel like this will never end
The curse under my skin
More than air i breathe
You must believe
I need the drug

I'm always on the run
From the addict i've become
More than air i breathe
You must believe
I need the drug

I need the drug
You must believe I need the drug
I need the drug
You must believe I need the drug

The drug, the drug is what understands me
Silenced are the voices in my head
Drink myself to death on cocaine candy
21 gun salute when they find me dead