Till It Hits Me Testo

(Mustard on the beat, ho)

Too much shit that I need from people
I won't get it, I'm feedin' people
Why it feel like I'm leavin' people
Just to get a lil' peace from people?
Bria told me it's certain shit that I wouldn't get 'cause we came up different
Why you actin' like something's missin'?
Yell at me 'til I hurt your feelings
You want the shit? Then go get it No excuses, just make decisions
You can do this shit, I can do this shit, stop comparin' us, man, we siblings
You give this energy like resentment when I got in it
Not to say you not rootin' for me but, I can tell when this gets mentioned
Wish the family was closer, especially as I got older
Me and Chase just distant, it's maybe shit she not over
We barely speak to each other
Even though we made peace with each other (Yeah)
Challenge me like I wouldn't die for you like I'm not your big brother
Felt that shit in my stomach
Took that shit to the chin
Am I wrong to be askin' questions?
Know I love you despite the extras
Certain shit I just keep it festered
Please, forgive me if I address it
Yeah

We are way too close to be livin' this far apart
We are, we are, we are all we got
We have too much love to be takin' it to the heart We are, we are, we are all we got

Yeah
It's better I say it than keep it
Wy it feel like we ain't gettin' along?
I rather us sayin' our piece than
Pretendin' the shit didn't happen at all
And look what it's doin' to me 'cause
All of this tension is gettin' exhaustin'
It's pissin' me off 'cause
This shit isn't difficult, really at all but
It's good to be seein' my momma with someone, for years she did alone 'cause
That nigga she used to be married to got out the picture when he did her wrong and
I saw what it did to her spirit, I'll never forgive him and we got along but
Why even give him the energy?
As far as I know, he the enemy
No, I didn't get lucky in seein' my parents together and maybe it was for the better
That's really my only complaint
And honestly, I never drew up the courage to tell 'em
I know that it's nothin' to us now
Dealin' with custody court and the therapist, hopin' the shit would be comin' down
Cried in my room when they weren't around (Yeah)
But fuck it, I'm blessed and it's over with
We never wanted for nothin' so what I love both of you? Really, I'm over it
No, we ain't perfect at all
But name me a family that is?
Forget about it and forgive

We are way too close to be livin' this far apart
We are, we are, we are all we got
We have too much love to be takin' it to the heart
We are, we are, we are all we got