Grandma's Neck Testo

A paper's on my bed, I'm gonna take a shower
Next step: is escape the mirror
I keep tellin' to myself  that I'm not a killer
'cause I just wanna play my cards, “I'm not a murderer!”

I can’t  talk about these things with my mother
and my daddy... he didn’t care about my good growth
they were always fighting, they made peace in the bed
And after that my mommy cried, oh she cried, oh she cried
The sand upon my lips,
I can’t explain the voices in my head
I can’t control them!
My grandma necklet’s full of pain
She knew so much her pain
She was fighting for my mom,
but my mom didn’t follow her

Trampled by the deafening noise
of your disgusting and tasteless fucking
Now I’m 20, I should be a woman
but I still feel costrained by your bullshits

I sink and I cannot breathe
No tears no more
A tambourine's stammering on my thoughts,
I can't control ya
Shake shake shake
shake shake my foolish brain
Falling down falling down on your rubble
A paper's on my bed, I'm gonna take a shower
Next step: is escape the mirror
I can’t talk about these things with my mother
and my daddy... my daddy didn’t care
My daddy didn't care...
Trampled by the the deafening noise
of your disgusting and tasteless fucking
Now I’m 20, I should be a woman
but I still feel costrained by your bullshits
I’ve had enough!

I sink and I cannot breathe
No tears no more
A tambourine's stammering on my thoughts,   
I can't control ya
Shake shake shake
shake shake my foolish brain
Falling down falling down on your rubble