If I'm Being Honest Testo

Remember last week when I come home
Three in the morning, drunk off my mind
I told you that I loved you, that's a lie
Remember when we first met
And I told you you were the best I had, yeah
Oh, I must admit, that's a lie

And all these precious, precious memories
I wish you my deepest, my deepest condolences
‘Cause if I'm being honest
I break all my promises
And I can't ever, ever, ever, ever, ever pretend
And if I'm being honest
It's weighing on my conscience
But I'd do it all, do it all over again
Oh, and even if I can't pay the price
I'll take what I want and I'd kiss you goodbye again, oh
If I'm being honest
I'm not being honest

Same, same, same old me for speaking my truth
Would you believe
My heart's on my sleeve, is that a crime?
I should be ashamed of myself
And the cards that I dealt, but I must conceive
There's no way back, now I've crossed the line

And all these precious, precious memories
I wish you my deepest, my deepest condolences
‘Cause if I'm being honest
I break all my promises
And I can't ever, ever, ever, ever, ever pretend
And if I'm being honest
It's weighing on my conscience
But I'd do it all, do it all over again
Oh, and even if I can't pay the price
I'll take what I want and I'd kiss you goodbye again, oh
If I'm being honest
I'm not being honest