Too Close Testo

I don’t wanna open up
I don’t wanna think about it
I don’t wanna show my feelings anymore, mmm
If I never talk a lot,
Will anybody understand it?
Do I have to hide my fears in these four walls?

Cos you ripped my heart out when I gave you love
And made me feel weak when you gave it all up
So I lie awake thinking am I not good enough? And strangers they comment when I’m feeling down,
I take it to heart but I keep them around
And I lie awake trynna drown it out.

I’m too too close to losing myself I’m barely even here
I’m too too close to losing my senses does that make me weak?
I’m numb numb numb
Should I run run run ?
I’m too too close to losing myself

I don’t wanna ghost you out
I see you getting mad about it
No, don’t judge me on what I’ve become
Everything is getting loud
And I’m getting down about it
I’ll count the days until I’m strong

Cos you ripped my heart out when I gave you love
And made me feel weak when you gave it all up
So I lie awake thinking am I not good enough? And strangers they comment when I’m feeling down,
I take it to heart but I keep them around
And I lie awake trynna drown it out.

I’m too too close to losing myself I’m barely even here
I’m too too close to losing my senses does that make me weak?
I’m numb numb numb
Should I run run run ?
I’m too too close to losing myself
I’ll drown it out

I’m too too close to losing myself

I’m too too close to losing myself I’m barely even here
I’m too too close to losing my senses does that make me weak?
I’m numb numb numb
Should I run run run ?
I’m too too close to losing myself
So I’ll drown it out

But I’m… I’m too too close to losing myself,
But I’ll drown it out.
I’m too too close to losing myself