Lovesick Testo

Hey, I heard you're doing better
Never knew you as a quitter
And I'm glad you're doing okay
I don't know if you remember
All the times you wrote me letters
And I think you took me out in fifth grade
And I think I told you no, I said "I wanna take it slow"
And I also called you gross to your face
But I think everybody knows
It was just a funny joke So do you wanna go on that date?

I've been feeling quite amazing
Flying kites with you
Rephrasing words from songs that I wrote myself
It ain't good for my health
But I spend nights thinkin' of you
I write you songs when I miss you
I promise I'll be there to help
Though I might need a ride
You keep catchin' my eyes
You're here when I'm terrified
Can't get you off of my mind

Oh, I've been feeling faded 'cause
I'm fiending on the Hennessey
Tell everyone I made it
Though I'm miles from where I want to be
I told my story countless times
To all these fucking companies I used to be a worthless piece of shit
A boy with issues, see
I've changed throughout this year so much
That who I was you won't believe
Obsessed with being normal
Faking [?] actions, fantasies
Situations playing out so perfect
Like the movie scenes
I want to take my mask off but I'm scared
Because I'll never be enough for me
I think I'm losing grip on sanity

But I've been feeling quite amazing
Flying kites with you
Rephrasing words from songs that I wrote myself
It ain't good for my health
But I spend nights thinkin' of you
I write you songs when I miss you
I promise I'll be there to help
Though I might need a ride
You keep catchin' my eyes
You're here when I'm terrified
Can't get you off of my mind