Trying My Best Testo

I know you think I got it all figured out cuz
I walk around like my head's in the clouds but
I'm just boy with his heart pourin' out
Of his head

I wish that you could see the pain that I've seen and
All of the time I spent being not me and
I hope you know it's not always happy
In my head
Cause I don't know
The perfect road to go down
But I know

I'm trying my best
I'm trying my best to be okay
I'm trying my best but every day
It's so hard

And I'm holding my breath
I'm holding my breath 'til I can say
All of the words I wanna say
From my heart

If you really wanted I could let you inside
It's been so long and I've got nothing left to hide
Would you believe if I told you that I've
Got flaws

Now it's time to let the curtains unfold and Tell the stories that I didn't want told
Let it out so I unburden my soul
Won't stop

Cuz I don't know
The perfect road to go down
But I know

I'm trying my best
I'm trying my best to be okay
I'm trying my best but every day
It's so hard

And I'm holding my breath
I'm holding my breath 'til I can say
All of the words I wanna say
From my heart

I'm trying my best
I'm trying my best to be okay
I'm trying my best but every day
It's so hard

And I'm holding my breath
I'm holding my breath 'til I can say
All of the words I wanna say
From my heart