Wish It Wasn't Testo

Wish it wasn't this way
Where I waste the day
Waiting for a way
or at least a door open

Started last May,
got the courage to say,
Hi What's your name and where are you going

Well are you who you want to be ? Cuz lately, me I get sick when I look in the mirror

Tell me what you want from me
and maybe me I could see just a little bit clearer