Sort of Married Testo

I was just a child then,
they put me on the floor.

If it's not one thing
it's a hundred other things.
And if it's not those things
we always could find more.

We were both such children then,
living on our backs.
I was so discouraged when
you shed light on new facts.

I saw my life outdoors
on the side of the road

In the open, bleeding mouth of a doe.
Her eyes were open,looking back into mine

when I realized
I am not ready to die.