Idiot Ideology... Testo

Escape monotony,though each
option I weigh leans to the opposite
side of that which I want it to.
I can't count heads if they never existed,
knocked off like the one opportunity I
had to maintain my happiness,but then
the human mind in all it's cleverness had
to step in and interfere,pretending to protect,
while I pretend to care about the ideas that
are thrown in my direction every day...