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In this world I can't find my understanding
All others way aside
Under every rock I look but none is found
All others weigh beside me

And I wonder where and when I'll find my understanding
Without using and losing understanding... and I'll wait

*waiting*
Time - where has it gone?
It's flying by and I don't have wings
I need to get a job
So I can get on with my life